Losing it Again?

Real quick post today.

This morning the scale was down 4 pounds, to 219 1/2. I don't know how this is possible, as ! ate 8 avocaodos and 6 grapefruit in three sittings yesterday. I chunked the avocado and grapefruit up, mixed it together, and got it into my mouth via Fritos Scoops.

Somehow, this translated into a 4 pound weight loss over night. Strange.

I have not been drinking enough water. My skin is dry, my legs are all itchy with a rash and dead skin. My hands are dry, I've got new blemishes on my face. I'm not sure if they are cleansing from the avocado, or a re-establishment of the candida from the corn in the chips.

The inside corners of my nose hurt, but there is not much new growth in there.

My fingers are peeling easily again. There is a slight flair up of the the fungus that had been on the bottom of my left foot. It's not nearly as bad as it was, but there does seem to be a resurgence.

I want to eat a gyro as well as a turkey sub today. Meat: the very food I publicly swear off. Am I just fooling myself thinking I can live a life without it? Does my body need animal protein, despite what the raw and whole foodists say? Or, am I just hooked on it like sugar or caffeine - is it something I will eventually not crave any longer? I feel so full of shit. but I want it today and am eating it. I will report the effects tomorrow. Thank you.